William’s Valentine’s Playlist 2010

1. Set the Mood Prelude/Until the End of Time – by Justin Timberlake
2. Down (Candlelight Remix) – by Jay Sean
3. Two Is Better Than One (feat. Taylor Swift) – by Boys Like Girls
4. Need You Now (Video Version) – by Lady Antebellum
5. By Your Side – by Tenth Avenue North
6. Smash Into You – by Beyonce
7. Brave (Acoustic) – by Idina Menzel
8. Only You Can Love Me This Way – by Keith Urban
9. You Are the Best Thing – by Ray LaMontagne
10. I’m Yours (Live) – by Jason Mraz
11. You and Me – by Dave Matthews Band
12. Haven’t Met You Yet – by Michael Buble
13. Hey, Soul Sister – by Train
14. Love Story – by Taylor Swift
15. I Got You – by Leona Lewis
16. Then (Single Edit) – by Brad Paisley
17. Say Hey (I Love You) [feat. Cherine Anderson] by Michael Franti & Spearhead

Made for someone special…signed, sealed, delivered.  Just thought I’d share.

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Another candle on the cake is in my immediate future…

People have been inquiring what I’d like for my upcoming birthday.  So here’s a list for everyone to access and you can pick from it…if you wish.

• Amazon Kindle (New Generation)
• Sony Blu-Ray Disc Player
• Renee Rouleau Purifying Face Wash
• Renee Rouleau Elderberry Toner
• Renee Rouleau Toning Cloths
• Renee Rouleau Citrus C Lotion
• Renee Rouleau Daily Protection SPF 30
• Renee Rouleau Vitamin C & E Complex
• Gift Cards (Apparel, Electronics, Target)
• Cash

There you have it – all things that I will eventually buy myself if no one buys it for me…but I’d love you more if I didn’t have to shell out the dough first.

-W

1.  I drove a Jeep Grand Wagoneer before I got my license. It was my first love…short-lived.

2.  I watch TLC’s “What Not to Wear” religiously.

3.  I’ve never dated a redhead, but I’m not opposed to it.

4.  I once bought an engagement ring, but never proposed.

5.  I like to wrap one arm around a pillow when I sleep. It’s not only comfortable, but also comforting.

6.  I’ve spent an entire Sunday laying around watching TV in just a towel because I was too lazy to get dressed after a shower.

7.  I had a wreck in high school. I graduated early because I couldn’t try out for cheerleader because of the concussion.

8.  I really want to be a dad.

9.  I named one of my dogs Hitler. He never really lived up to the name.

10.  In high school, people thought I was banging our hot new theatre teacher…I didn’t deny it.

11.  My family is more important to me than I think they know.

12.  I love basketball.

13.  I took a sticker at the doctor’s office after a visit. I was 17.

14.  I know I’m my grandmother’s favorite.  It’s our little secret.

15.  I’m a stickler on the there, their, and they’re rules.

16.  I snuck in on a friend singing Mariah Carey in the shower at the top of her lungs.

17.  I can say my alphabet backwards.

18.  I always thought the term “love sick” was cliché, until I felt nauseas over a relationship.

19.  I can’t resist a woman in high heels.  Well…you know.

20.  I used to throw love around. I still do.

21.  A broken heart really does make your chest hurt.

22.  Love really is blind sometimes and can’t be explained.

23.  I’ll never say “I love you” unless I really mean it.

24.  I battle depression. I deny it and let it go untreated because I’m afraid people will think I am being silly to feel so down.

25.  There were times when I should have swallowed my pride and spoke up because inside I was begging for help.

26.  I’m not really afraid or embarrassed to be naked.

27.  Like many when I lost my virginity, it was confusing, fast and not memorable.

28.  At times I can be quick to judge people, but even faster to accept them.

29.  I wear boxers, briefs, boxer briefs, and go commando.

30.  I actually like to cuddle

31.  I often start things I never finish.  Its something I’m working on.

32.  I’m angry at those who blame their childhood for every problem they have thru adult life.

33.  I spend a fortune at Starbucks.  It’s an addiction.

34.  I’m one of the few white boys that can actually dance.

35.  I’m not easily offended.  But if you push my buttons hard enough, you’ll set me off.

36.  I made the Honor Roll thru high school.

37.  I’ve lived in this state my whole life, but I want to move away to NY because I love it there.

38.  I like being challenged, but I’m learning to be careful what you wish for.

39.  I believe in chivalry.

40.  I love romance. I feel it’s the best part of a relationship.

41.  I have a sentimental keepsake box from past loves and childhood memories.

42.  I love an adrenaline rush!

43.  Although, I would trade an adrenaline rush in for that “rush feeling” of falling in love.

44.  I’m lonelier more than I’d like to admit.

45.  I’ve never been to Vegas.

46.  Having regrets in life is bad, not being able to change is worse.

47.  I’ve had sex in a car.  Not the brightest idea.

48.  Sometimes love is a battlefield.  And sometimes its worth the fight.

49.  I’ve had botox…I’m only 23.

50.  I never get tired of the Legally Blonde movies.

51.  My biggest fear in life is not living up to my full potential.

52.  I am my biggest critic.

53.  I self-sabotage many great things in my life.  I’m slowly trying to un-sabotage them.

54.  I flew to LA one weekend when I was 19 to audition for the national tour of Rent.  I got typed-out and never got to actually audition.

55.  I once wanted to get my masters degree.  I gave up that dream my first year of college.  I haven’t looked back.

56.  I was on an emotional roller coaster with a relationship for too long. I’m glad the ride is now over.

57.  I don’t trust people as much as I once did.

58.  Much of this was hard to write because it brings up memories and feelings I don’t always like to admit are part of me.

We all make mistakes – and have to pay for them later.  My mistake cost me $100.00 in 2004.  It’s costing me $2500.00 in 2009.  If this was an investment opportunity – I’d jump all over it.  But…not so much.  Here’s some shots of me getting one of the final (hopefully) treatments in the removal of my first tattoo.  Enjoy.

If you have an medical/cosmetic needs – lemme know – I know just the place.  Dallas Medical Spa.  Tell them I sent ya!

growing up is proving itself to be quite a ride.  yesterday, on facebook, i put out a posting about “friends” and “acquaintances” and the fact that i was saddened by my inability to correctly categorize a few people in my life and how they showed their true colors and positioned themselves in my life accordingly.

first of all, i shouldn’t be such a whiner, right?  from the comments that i got on that post, many of my friends and/or acquaintances have experienced the same damn thing and shared their sentiment.

when did i become such a sap?  i guess when you’ve got this amicable personality and you like to befriend people, its tough when people don’t want to either be your friend because of their own issues or they act like a friend then do…non-friendlike things (yeah, i made that word up).  perhaps unknowingly, but hurts either way.

so.  up the walls go again.  can’t say i’m not surprised.  true friends…you know who you are.  fake friends…you’ve shown your true colors.  i don’t like that game.  acquaintances…as long as we both know the difference and the fact that “acquaintances” move to “friends” often, i like you in my life.

emotional post – done.

How does a butterfly come into existence? We all know the basic concept of an egg hatching into a caterpillar and at some point in its life, it decides to make a cocoon out of its own body. Inside the cocoon, the caterpillar is transforming into a butterfly.

When the butterfly is ready, it starts to break through the cocoon. First a hole appears. Then the butterfly struggles to come out through the hole.

If you try to “help” the butterfly by cutting the cocoon, the butterfly will come out easily but it will never fly. Your “help” has destroyed the butterfly.

The butterfly can fly because it has to struggle to come out. The pushing forces lots of enzymes from the body to the wing tips. This strengthens the muscles, and reduces the body weight. In this way, the butterfly will be able to fly the moment it comes out of the cocoon. Otherwise it will simply fall to the ground, crawl around with a swollen body and shrunken wings, and soon die.

If the butterfly is not left to struggle to come out of the cocoon, it will never fly.

If we do not have struggles and challenges in our lives, we will never grow strong and capable. If life has no difficulties, we will become weak and helpless.

This really had a lasting impression on me and I wanted to share it. I can bitch and moan all day long about the struggles of everyday life…or I can learn from my climb and hurdles that I leap and better myself.