brand new day

so, lately things haven’t been going the way i want them to in life. yeah i’ve got great friends, a bright future and i’m really impatient with my dreams. i want everything now now now. i know its not the way to be and it really gets me down when i don’t get what i want right away.

today i decided to get up with all the fervor i could muster, clean my studio, get some free coffee(!!!!) and start to get shit done in my life. i have the radio on and “brand new day” by joshua radin came on. never heard the song in my life but it fit so well with my new found attitude.

i am the only one responsible for my life. i need to stop relying on anyone else for my happiness. until i can be happy alone, i can never be happy with someone else.

revelation.